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hi! it's 6:31 pm (03/26/2012) here in the office, and i wanted to write so bad, so yeah, here i am. gusto ko sana magsulat sa journ ko, kaso katamad, and i might get caught by the guard if ever, bawal kase to bring pen and paper dito sa office, pero whatever, i always have them (pens and memo pads) with me pa rin. tigas ulo kase medyo i'm addicted with pens and papers, hehe!

anyway, it's the 3rd month of the year, and this is my first entry, baduy ko noh?! i read a book nung sunday, entitled, "Love is Walking Hand In Hand" by Charles M. Schulz, and one of my fave parts is when he mentioned, "Love is finding time to write". sigh. i really wish that i have a good camera and a good amount of time to write whatever it is that i want to write about. i actually want to travel and do a lot of things and write about them. kaso di naman ako rich kid. before i could travel, i need to earn ng bongga muna, you know how my story goes, we're (me and my older brother) currently sending our little brother to school, kaya yun, but we aint complaining, ok?! i'm just sharing the reason why it's gonna be hard for me to do the things i would love to do kase nga yun, but it's okay lang talaga, i love my brother, so yeah, it's like doing what i love din, less fun nga lang. haha! but i feel good about helping him :)

so yun. feeling ko i write when i don't feel good about something. medyo kajirits lang kase i would really like to write about happy things. kaso kase, sa sobrang dami ng nanyare na good things sakin, i forgot to write about them na, kaya medyo thankful din ako kay LORD GOD :) imagine, if i'm always here and writing about i don't feel good about doing this and that, edi ibig sabihin masyado akong sad. hehe! so yeah, ok na rin pala :) pero wish ko talaga magsulat about everything, good, bad, whatever, basta isa yun sa mga wishes ko. :)

i'm going to do random-y again ha? (random-y --- list of tweet-like stuff. i know, baduy ko!)

- i went to ilocos with 2 of my highschool bff's, Boh and Claira :) i call them my PPG-BFF's :) it stands for PowerPuffGirls - BestFriendsForever :)) we were 13, ok?! so don't judge :)) haha! we had to come up with a theme for a project that our adviser made us do way back. since we were just 3 in our barkada (they were my first set of friends when i transferred schools), we just chose PPG to be our theme so it'd be easy for us to find scrapbooking things for our project :)

- ILOCOS IS SO BEAUTIFUL! i can't even explain how in love with Ilocos i am ♥ i wanna go back! i will go back for Pagudpud, most especially, kase we didn't have enough time to go there eh...

- SANDBOARDING IS THE SHIZNIT! sana we have sand dunes in the south din para i could go sandboarding anytime i want! hihi! if i could go pro, i would work my ass off to be one! haha! sorry, feeling lang :))

- LSS with GMA's summer id :)) ♪♫ there's only one hot party ♪♫

April 5, 2012 - mind-tweets aka not for twitter tweets aka too shy to tweet it on twitter aka too baduy/corny to tweet it on twitter:

- being at the same place, breathing the same air that you breathe, without even actually talking to/seeing you is more than enough.

- loving from afar is really hard, but it's the only and the best way i know, than saying it to your face and running away. plus: i'm a girl pa, a pinay, so never will it happen that i'm gonna confess. unless someone'll tell me when the world will end, ok?!

- waiting for you doesn't mean i'm waiting for you. waiting for you means i am waiting for you, but if it's not you, i'm still gonna thank you for letting me wait for the right one. labo, but you know what i mean.

- this letter from one of my fave movies, Wating for Forever:

Dear Emma,

Those two words, ‘Dear Emma’ take me away to way another time when we use to write to each other after mom and dad died. I used to tell you about my new friends and my new life. And you used to tell me about the grand time my mom and dad were having in heaven. Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever.

Forever. The reason it is taking me so long to write you is that I have seen that I have been a fool. I have spent my life fooling myself.

Every letter I’ve ever written to you has been a love letter. How could they have been anything else? I can see now that all of them, except this one, were bad love letters.

Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing. This, I’m pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you. Because there is nothing more for you to do. You already done everything. I have enough of you in my head to last forever. So please don’t ever worry about me. I’m peachy! I really am. I have everything.

If i had one wish, it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness that you have brought to me. That you could feel what it’s like to love.

Your friend forever,
Will

April 20 - mind-tweets aka not for twitter tweets aka too shy to tweet it on twitter aka too baduy/corny to tweet it on twitter:

- no CUSB calls, please. i hate em!

- kajirits si Pusher.

- i drank coffee earlier, actually, it was an iced choc drink with espresso. why?! para di ako makatulog! and i really hope it'll work. so far, yes, it does work.

- i just realized that i'm not much of a night person as i was when i wasn't working here yet. afternoon person na aketch. and di ko na alam gagawin ko para makatagal dito. LORD, tulong po, please :s

- i miss BCD and Ilocos. i miss having vacays, in short :s

- i miss the beach life :s i miss Lakawon and its peaceful scenery na ako lang maingay... hay...

- i realized that ever since i was kid, i never mind getting darker (cause i'm already dark to begin with) skin when to comes to swimming or going to the beach :) i guess i'm a water baby talaga, just don't let sea creatures like the starfish get near me. i'm scared of those to death!!!

- hoping to find murang tix for MassKara this coming October...

- haba na nitong blog entry nato, post ko na to later :)

- yayyy! new blog entry! non-sense, pero atleast may bago! mwahahaha!

April 25 (2:02 am) - mind-tweets aka not for twitter tweets aka too shy to tweet it on twitter aka too baduy/corny to tweet it on twitter:

- hindi ko pa rin napo-post to. kulang ang weekend for me as off. ang dami kong gustong gawin pag-weekend, pero di ko magawa. haaaay. sana 3-4 days ang weekend :D hehe! wishful thinking lang, sorry na.

- i made friends today (i mean kanina/kahapon, April 24) when we "secretly" visited a family friend (hi Ate! *insert an All-4-One song here* hahahaha) in AAV :) a little boy named Daniel :) he's Korean, he's cute, and we both hate ants (who doesn't?! hehe) :D a dog named Baste, a very macho Labrador, made me miss Heggy ng bongga :( iloveyou forever Heggy :( *Hegg was my lab, sob* i forgot to take pictures, kase i'm baduy like that and i was too distracted playing (slides and seesaw) :D

cheers!

wow! i only had 13 entries for 2011, watta lame-o. how baduy.

oh well...

hi guys! i was trying to convince myself, being lazy at its finest, to write something before the year ends, like literally, because it's almost midnight now while i'm typing this: 10:52pm, dec31. and then i started counting how many entries i wrote for this site this year 2011, and i noticed that i only had a handful and started thinking that "sana i wrote more entries pa..."

madami naman nangyare this year, kaso i just didn't think na they're worth-blogging lang, or if they're worth-blogging naman, most of them parang puro bv's lang , and i don't want this site naman to be my ranting site. well it's my site after all so i can blog whatever i want, but i don't want to re-read entries that would make me remember how bad those times were. pero now that i'm looking at those 13 entries and thinking about the trials that i've gone through for the last 12 months, napapa-samile ako. why?! di ko man na-blog lahat ng nangyare sakin, those entries gave me hints naman on what really happened this year, esp sa work, and guess what?! I SURPASSED THEM ALL LIKE SHYEAH! :)

but this year 2012, i will try to write as much as i could, if not write, i have this site naman, to document something that will happen to me everyday. praying that i will have more happy entries than not, but whatever, GOD's always with me, with us :)

anyway, i'd like to make drama more, but my cousin's bugging me to change clothes na for the new year's, so bye for now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! CHEERS!

Thanksgiving :)

i have a lot to say thanks for :) i owe everything to GOD, he makes me feel loved and blessed, lagi yun, even in despair :)

last week, i've been sighing sadness in and out, but i'm praying in between those, kaya ngayon, while i'm writing this, i sighed again, one deep sigh, but after that one, i smiled :) sarap lang :)

i know that there will more problems/shits that will come my way, and guess what words i have for them: BRING 'EM ON! 'cuz i don't really care, GOD will always be with me and HE will never say no to me, even you, HE'll never say no to us :)

just sharing: i know that we don't have like a Thanksgiving holiday here in the Pi, but i just have a lot to say thank you for, that's why i made "thanksgiving" as my title :)

before i go: Christmas' coming :) are you excited? :) i can't say i am, but i also can't say that i'm not, so-so lang :) but this song makes me feel oh-so Christmas-y :) click!

ok, hafta go now and prepare for work :)










PS: pls pray for my friend, Cessie, her mom txtd me last night asking for prayers 'cuz she was rushed to the hospital, but praise GOD, she updated me before i went to bed that Cessie's feeling a lil better na. let's pray pa din for her full recovery :) thank you :)

Age: Michael Jordan!

23! :)

Prodigal by Salamin

you guys know how much i love this band right? :) enjoy the vid, everyone :)

Congratulations Salamin! :)

SEPTEMBER NA!!!

i noticed that i didn't post anything for August. wow.

anyway, 11 days from now, alamona! hahaha!

another anyway: it's my brother's birthday today, so, Happy Birthday Manong Jet! i love you! and i miss you so much! i'll see you in January! :)

i lost my payong yesterday! i feel sad, srsly. i love my umbrella so much, it's like a friend. hahaha! but i'm serious, i'm sad talaga na i left it sa bus na sinakyan ko yesterday. guess i was too excited to watch Zombadings. haaaaaaaaaay nako! i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! nope, i don't hate the movie of course, t'was hilarious :) but what i'm saying is i hate it na nawala ko yung payong ko. fukk!

** i know, i know, i made it clear na, upset ako na nawala ko yung payong ko, so i should stop na. sorry! :)

ayun na nga, it's my NTH time to watch a movie alone, and i'm getting used to it na. i guess it's ok, no choice eh, but i'm all-good :) yep, this paragraph is sarcasm-free, sure ako! :)

so i'm blogging for nothing. bored ako :) i'm sleepy now! bye!

PS: i just want to congratulate my Ate, you know what it is! black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow :)) nope! alam mo na yun! GOD bless! super proud of you!

PPS: belated happy birthday to my favorite, Mandy! :)

PPPS: btw, ang hot pala ni Kerbie Zamora. sorry! i just have to say it :) hahaha!

just got home

hi! good morning! am preparing "pangat" for breakfast :) haha! :) it's bulalo from last night's dinner. kakadating ko lang from work, 6am, so i wasn't able to eat any.

anyway, i'm blogging to say i'm super duper eggzoited to go to BCD on sat :) we'll be celebrating my lola's birthday on sunday kase, so yeah :) why am i super duper eggzoited? bukod sa bakasyon grande, i'll be away from the mo-fo-in HELL PLACE :)) mwahahahaha! i swear, i hate that place! i know, am not supposed to whine about it, but i'm just being real, after all, this is my blog, and i'm gonna say it again, I HATE THAT PLACE!

i'm thankful 'cuz others don't even have one, but, yeah, whatever. i thank GOD for it pa din, though. and i'm thanking him more for the few people that he gave me to keep me sane in that place. shout out's to my officemates: Cessie (sissy from another mommy, love you for life Cessers!), Ate Glare (yes, nanganganib lagi ang buhay mo samin, pero you know that I always got your back :D), Huck (my soul/virgo bradaman), Jhovir (my kabirthday/ilonggo brother), and my teammates, Team Supers (Hergerdoes Versoza) esp Mikka (the Devil), Ate Buling (the small evil girl), and Charlotta Miren (hi ate Maj). i also miss my ex-officemates but forever friends: Karvs, Juls, Arjay, Leebergs :)

btw, i'm praying that this storm/bad raining will stop already. we need a good weather by sat for our flight, and we all just need a good weather. kawawa naman yung mga nabahaan and nasalanta :( let's pray for them.

kain na muna ako, ligo after that, then sleep. bye!

PS: i'm still sick, please pray for me din :) thanks :)

good vibes, hi, pls come to me :)

since going to the "hell place" starts every sunday, i wanna make kontra all the bv's, and start my week, which is, yes, a Sunday (literally), with good vibes, and a pick-me-upper song :D

let's all hope and pray for GV's all week. i'm out :)

LORD, help me, please.

I am serious Dear GOD, please help me and give me courage to stay in that place longer. The people in that place are so tiring, I swear, but I know that you will help me with everything that's why I will never give up, I will never give up, I will never give up. Thank you po. I love you.

Happy Birthday Ate!

hi ate! you won't get a video from me because i don't know how to make one :) so yeah, i'll just make you a blog letter :) a blog letter that is short, because you know i'm not good at this, but i'll really try :)

if you're thinking why, of all the decent photos that we have together, why did i choose this one? well... i've chosen this picture because it shows something that we always like to do, and that is TALKING TO EACH OTHER, non-stop :) we always talk about everything, about anything. :)

last week, i was telling you something about what my officemate told me, and it's something like she find people that has best friends, weird. well... sya lang ata ang kilala kong taong walang best friend, kaya for me, yun ang weird. and as for me, after all the painful past that we have gone through together, all those bad things and bad people that we've met and dealt with, having you there as my bestest friend (in the whole world), it makes me feel that life is really not that bad after all :)

and this day, it's your birthday, and there's nothing that i could wish for you but love and success, and i know sometimes, love and success doesn't go hand in hand naman talaga, but i have faith, and GOD loves you :)

i love you so much Ate, and Pch of course, and we'll be each other's twinStar's, official +1's, sea-star-sisters, kakampi's, and BEST-EST FRIENDS FOREVZ :)

Happy Birthday! :)

raaaaandooooooooom!

- i think i will have a busy, fun-filled weekend with my cuzzees, i hope :) yehey!

- i wanna make a kani salad :) i'll try to make one, soon :) teehee! i'm excited :)

- i know, this is non-sense. imma get myself some sleep na. good morning! :)