nanay...

last night, i tweeted using my phone and said that i wanted to blog about a lot of things, but i was hell sleepy... so after a good sleep, i'm excited to start blogging right away... pero sabi ko, mamaya na lang, i should gather my thoughts first, para isang entry na lang... excited talaga ako eh, as in excited talaga ako mag-blog, kahit wala naman akong magandang kwento... tapos i went downstairs to cook cheesesticks for everybody. after eating, i went upstairs again to see what's up with my phone, tho i'm not expecting anyone naman to txt me, wala lang, i just have to check my phone lang (masama ba?!). tapos ayun, there's a message saying na it's from "Katrin" (one of my best-est friends). before i open the message, sabi ko sa sarili ko, "tsss! si kat pala, ano kaya sasabihin nito?!". wondering why?! nagtatampo pa din kase ako sa kanila nung kinalimutan nila birthday ko...:( but when i opened the txt... "Ye, la na c nanay . . ." fukk! i wanted to slap myself for saying, "tsss! si kat pala, ano kaya sasabihin nito?!" shiz. i don't know what to say. magrireply ba ako? ano sasabihin ko? HINDI KO ALAM :( NANAY . . . :'( yes, i uttered the word "nanay" in a child-like-naiiyak manner, kase grabe, naiiyak ako, naiiyak talaga ako :(

Nanay is not my lola, but she treated like one of her dear apo's since 2 of her apo's are 2 of my best-est friends... i love Nanay like my real lola... favorite ko yun si Nanay... everyone in her family knows how much i love Nanay... everytime magkikita kami ni Kat or Carly, i would make kamusta all of them sa family, pero laging una kong babanggitin si Nanay...

until now, hindi pa ako tumatawag kay Kat, hindi pa nagsi-sink in... hindi ko pa alam sasabihin ko, parang speechless ako... kaya nga nag-blog na lang ako kase hindi ko alam sasabihin ko...

then i made a collage of 2 of my latest pics with Nanay, 'yung isa nung binyag ni Kiersten (Carly's baby) at 'yung isa, nung birthday nya last August...

sige, akyat muna ako... i'll try calling Kat na...