i'm nervous. so nervous that i actually had the whole september 13 for myself because it's my off, and i can do this challenge any moment yesterday, since it should've been done yesterday naman talaga, 'cuz it was actually the right day (september 13, day 13) for it, but i wasn't able to write anything pa din. but yes, i'm that nervous for this challenge na akala mo naman survivor challenge. wtf, right?! :)) i should've started this earlier, and now it's already 1am, september 14, time for the day 14 challenge. but i just had to watch "Never Back Down" on Star Movies first, just to see Sean Faris' hotness and hoped that maybe, just maybe, after the movie, this challenge would be for him. but no. i was wrong. 'cuz when i turned on Mya (my mp3 player)? that song played. and i don't know why. t'was on Step Up 3's playlist the last time i checked. and yes, ikaw na naman.
"ikaw na naman"?
yes, i'm kinda taking this challenge, well... serious. why serious? srsly? kase, for 8 years (and counting), ikaw pa rin.
seems emo, but if only i could make this seems like a little less emo, i would, 'cuz it's not naman talaga. not emo at all. :)
so yeah, here it goes. (i know, haba ng intro, sorry :D)
hi.
it's been 8 years since i first saw you as a part of something on a semi-glossy paper, with something a little ethnic on you. it's not really how you looked like, but it's what you said that made me remember your name. 2006 happened, and i really can't believe it. i wonder if you knew, but you really saved me from having a really bad night that time. grabe, t'was really surreal. *sigh* anyway, i don't have any plans on writing how you make me happy by just plain seeing you after all these years. :)
right now, you have a girlfriend, and honestly? i'm really happy for you. because ever since i don't remember when, "wanting you happy is always more important than wanting you." :D
love, Aye :)
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