notepad

hi :)

i'm trying to have an entry today for my real bloggie, so i'm really hoping that i could finish this one :) anyway, i’m really, really bored that's why am on notepad and doing this. oh! and listening to a song as well :) and the chosen song? love letter by imajin :) in love? haha! no... hindi naman... haha! no, srsly, no... madami lang akong love letters for him, the other bleeker, which i know na hindi makakarating sa kanya... and i prefer it that way, letters that will never be sent :) this is me doing emo-ing shiznitz... not! yuck naman, that might scare him off, we're friends pa naman, and being friends with him is more than enough :) never ever had plans of tearing the pages in my journal (the letters for him pages) and give it to him, NEVER! that's just a big NO!

grabe ang tagal na din, as in super TAGAL na din ako walang makwento about love noh?! eh ang tagal ko ng gustong magkwento about dun, pero wala eh... wala talaga. what can i do? di'ba? mag-si-6 yrs. loser talaga. one of my best friends asked me once, "malungkot ka ba kase wala kang boyfriend?"

so i was ditracted by zuma. i played for 30 minutes, you see, i'm a loser like that.

so going back. i answered my friend, "hindi naman like super lungkot. minsan sad lang, pero not super sad na as in sad talaga. sad lang minsan kase pagnaiisip ko na i have so much love to give but no one to give it to, di'ba?! pero minsan ko lang naman maisip yun, kase most of the time, i'm in love with the thought of being in love, kaya parang in love parate. like halimbawa, pag ang isang friend ko nagkikwento about her kilig story, minsan mas kinilig pa ako para sa kanya, tapos parang mas happy pako sa kanya and i'd get all giddy about her kwento. i dunno, weird, but true, pag may kinikilig ako na friend and that friend makes kwento about it, i'd be more kilig."

wait lang, my tita's here, she's gonna email my tito lang daw... you see, even old people has a piece of thier kiligan moments... haha! loser ako, i know :) bye for now!